The Flow of the River

  by Daniel R. Snyder

        “It’s beautiful,” Denny said for at least the eighth time in the last fifteen minutes. He snapped another picture. “I should have brought my wide angle lens.”
        Rob leaned against the railing and breathed in the cool mist coming from the liquid gold of upper Tahquamenon Falls. He had been wanting to return here for years but had never found the time. Denny flying out like this had given him the perfect excuse, although the circumstances could have been better. They had done a lot of camping together when they were younger, but that had ended when Rob moved to Michigan almost ten years ago. Denny had never seen the Upper Peninsula, and Rob figured getting him out in the woods again was probably the best thing he could do for him right now.
        Denny put the camera back in the bag, went to the rail, and leaned in beside him. Rob closed his eyes, listening to the roar of the two-hundred foot falls and smelling the dampness of the forest.
        “This was a great idea,” Denny said.
        “Yeah. I love it here.”
        “But it’s not quite the same, is it?”
        Rob opened his eyes and looked at his cousin. He didn’t look like he was going to cry again, but his voice sounded a little shaky. “We were younger then. All of us.”
        “Is that what happened? We grew up?”
        “Maybe,” Rob said, pushing himself off the rail. “C’mon, let’s go for a hike.”
        They started up the long wooden stairway that scaled the red and brown cliff face. It was a long climb, and they stopped at the top to rest their legs. Denny leaned against the rail again, then slapped at his cheek.
        “Geez. They’re thick here.”
        Rob laughed. “Just be glad it’s only mosquitoes. It’s too late in the season for black flies.”
        Denny studied the splotch of blood on his palm “What are black flies?”
        “Only slightly less painful than failed relationships.”
        Denny wiped his palm on his jeans. “Interesting comparison.”
        “This way,” Rob said, starting down the asphalt walk. “It’s about four miles to the lower falls. You up to it?”
        Denny shrugged. “Why not?”
        They followed the paved walk until it reached the dirt trail that led to the lower falls. Tall cedars, spruces, and hemlocks shaded the trail, and dense foliage between their trunks made the forest seem impenetrable. But the trail was well maintained, and their boots crunched on gravel as they walked, sending chipmunks and gray squirrels off into the bush. They walked single-file, in silence, the way they used to.
       After half-an-hour or so, they reached a clearing. The forest was still damp, and a low fog clung to the long grass to either side of the trail. Rob felt a hand on his shoulder. He stopped walking, and Denny stepped up beside him.
        “Can I ask you something?” Denny said.
        “Sure.”
        “What was it like with you two?”
        He looked past Denny’s shoulder toward the treetops, where he could see a ghost of the moon. The clouds were almost completely gone now. What was it like? It was like the storm last night--it pours and it pours and you’re cold and uncomfortable and you wonder if it’s ever going to stop. But eventually the sun comes out, and you can either stay damp and miserable, or change into dry clothes and hang up the bag and air it out.
        “It was rough at first,” Rob finally said.
        “So how did you get through it?”
        “You’ll make it.”
        “And what about the kids?”
        “My daughter’s doing fine now.”
        They started walking again as the sun rose from behind the treetops. A while later they passed a huge fallen cedar, its twisted black roots ripped completely out of the ground, and its trunk now gray and covered with a bright green moss. It seemed like there should be something he could say to Denny, but he couldn’t think of anything. Not that anything he said would make a difference anyway.
        Denny pulled out his camera and lined up the fallen tree. “I’m sorry about last night.”
        “Don’t worry about it. I can’t even tell you how many nights I had like that.”
        “Why don’t I find that reassuring?” Denny snapped on the lens cover and started walking again. Rob followed.
        “Want me to lie to you and tell you it’s easy?”
        “Actually, yeah. I do.”
        About half way to the lower falls they stopped at another clearing and sat on a couple of old stumps. The sun had climbed almost directly overhead and it was getting warm. Rob handed Denny the canteen. He took a sip and handed it back, then scanned the clearing. A shadow of a hawk sailed across the long grass.
        “I like this place,” Denny said. “But Petosky was kind of disappointing. It was nothing like he described it.”
        Rob screwed the lid on the canteen and wiped his forehead. “That was a long time ago. Things change.”
        “Yeah, well I’m not sure I want to bother with Two-Hearted any more. I’m getting tired of disappointments.”
        “I guess that means Key West is out, too.”
        “And Paris.”
        “Let’s go.” Rob slapped Denny on the knee. “What’s up ahead makes the whole trip worth it.”
        Behind them the powerful upper falls still thundered and raged. Ahead of them lay the lower falls, a series of five smaller ones cradling a small island between them. But after the lower falls, the amber waters of the Tahquamenon once again grew calm and peaceful, and that was the part he really wanted Denny to see.  



Originally Published in Westward Quarterly
© 1999 by Daniel R. Snyder    



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